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horny_t_slut
12 August 2020 @ 09:10 pm

No but really, a little about this journal, and how I go about doing what I do.

I used to think it was impossible, me being sexy and being seen as sexy by other people. Especially without having my top surgery done.

I went to CampOUT 2010 and met a ton of really awesome people who saw me as sexy and loved me for who I was, as I was (and I got some, too, but not as much as you might think). I had thought about posting on some gay cruising sites, and I had a profile on a couple of them, but no hits, really. I think I just didn't have the confidence. I'd been reading through mysteryfag 's stuff for a long time, just being jealous of how sure of his self he was with all these guys he hooked up with. I wanted that for myself. I gathered that he lived in a more progressive area than I do, which I'm pretty sure I'm right about that, but I knew there was some to be had by me somehow, somewhere... I wanted hard cock in me, just like the faggot I am.
So about how I do this and how I got to this place.Collapse )

 
 
horny_t_slut
17 February 2011 @ 03:58 pm
For one thing, I've got a girlfriend who is demi-sexual, which is a subcategory of asexual. I was under the assumption that I needed to keep all sexy thoughts out of my mind so I did this mental purification thing for a long time, and then SURPRISE! She wanted sex. So, of course! It was amazing, really, but it's been hard getting into the sexy swing of things when I'm so used to trying not to think sexy thoughts around her. I'm coming around, though.

In the meantime, I keep looking at BDSM play parties and thinking "what-ifs" and all that, and then looking at Craigslist postings... so I put up an ad just to do boots. I've gotten a few serious responses. I didn't put in there that I was trans, though, because I don't plan on having sex with any of these guys, just to indulge in mutual boot-fetish love.

One guy asked how much I charge. I don't know!!! 
 
 
horny_t_slut
29 November 2010 @ 03:08 pm
Disclaimer: I did not use safer-sex methods. This is a guy I've known for a long time. He recently got tested, so did I. My doc says I have almost no risk for pregnancy. Condoms are always the best way to prevent bad things from happening. I decided my risk of infection was minimal so I went ahead and did what I did. I'm a certified HIV Educator - I know what risks are involved. (as in, don't bitch at me about my choice)

So I just moved into a new place about 5 minutes from work, and I was chatting with a friend from high school. He'd been interested in trying my cunt out, because he's never fucked a cunt before - he's gay, not bi.

So we talk, and so I decide to take a 'lunch' break and I meet him at my place. Things were awkward for a few minutes and then I pushed him on my bed, and started taking his clothes off. He wasn't wearing underwear. He has a nice thick build, white, not very hairy, dark hair and eyes. I still had all my clothes on, and then I was just in a T-shirt and khakis. I took those khakis off pretty quick, too, and was in my BVDs. I was kissing his ears, his neck, and his nipples, not really sure what he liked, and he wasn't letting me know. (Silent! Completely Silent!) I took my shirt off and my BVDs off, not really wanting to show much of my cunt, and definitely wanting to keep my chest under wraps.

Keep going, he's having a hard time getting hard. The head of his cock is too sensitive for giving head so I did everything I could think of without touching it. That was a fun experiment, but then again, I wasn't getting any feedback about how I was doing.

So I straddle him, gently stroking his cock with my cunt, touching my little cock to his. He started breathing deeper. I kept asking through all this if what I was doing was good, if it was okay, if he liked it. I'd switch from that to gently licking him and back again. He was getting harder.

I started rubbing his cock with mine harder, and moving more rhythmically. He started to match my rhythm. I saw that as a good sign. So I started covering more territory, edging his tip into the very beginning of my hole. I did that for a little, and then had to stop, it was too sensitive.

We started again, and I grabbed his shoulders, and started pumping him inside me. Fucking him with my cunt, roughly, jamming his cock in and out of me. He started giving me a reaction then! "If you keep doing that, I'm gonna cum!"

I asked him if that's what he wanted. "Well, yeah!" Duh. Of course. What guy doesn't want to cum. I wanted to know if he wanted to pull out more than anything, lol. I didn't know what his comfort level was with all of this. We'd been communicating in little innuendos about this online for the past couple months. He doesn't talk directly about anything. Again, not my favorite thing.

So I start to fuck him harder. I'm grabbing his shoulders, still not sure if he likes it but it sure gets me going. He's making little gasps, and I'm grunting, with sweat dripping down the back of my binder and under my chest, as well as off my forehead. I'm soaking wet, to where I can hardly feel him anymore (he's a little smaller than average - I like sizable cocks).

Suddenly, he stiffens, gasps, "Oh God, uh!"

He breathes for a little bit. I know things are extra sensitive right now, so I proceed with caution. We wait a couple minutes for things to cool down, and then I get off him, and see the cummy mess all over his cock. It looks like there's more on him than in me.

I grab some washcloths and get one half wet with warm water for him, and toss it to him. He thanks me, and I go clean myself off and out.

All together, it was kind of awkward, which he texted to me later, and that he was glad to try it but it's not his thing. Which I'm fine with.

Not a bad way to start the work week, in any case.
 
 
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horny_t_slut
25 November 2010 @ 11:15 am
I went to a party with a college friend of mine. We had a great time there, drank a little but not too much, and went back to her apartment. We cuddled until it was really late. We were both still really horny, but I wasn't in the mood for some energetic fucking, so I helped her get off and she helped me get off. I love it when I have a bullet on my little cock and I'm playing with one nipple while my other one is sucked on and played with, and there's a finger or two inside me. Quickest way to make me cum. Then we cuddled and fell asleep.
 
 
horny_t_slut
29 August 2010 @ 06:42 pm

It's not that big of a thing but after being at a bar last night, a friend and I went to a local park and pissed in the parking lot together (though he doesn't get off on it) and then I jerked off in front of him. He spent the rest of the night flirting with me. Mm.


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horny_t_slut
25 August 2010 @ 03:32 pm
For some reason, while brushing my teeth (which I REALLY enjoy, almost fetishlike), I've managed to scrub off a significant portion of my gums on the lower portion of the left side of my mouth. I'm afraid that there's an opening there so I think my best course of action is to let it heal and to not engage in oral for a little while. Man.
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horny_t_slut
24 August 2010 @ 07:46 pm
So I got myself a treat today.

A buttplug! Well, a new one. I used to have one but my partner stole it when we broke up. The best part is that this one is bigger!

I want to get my ass to be able to take cock pretty easily. So, I figure sticking things in it more often will help.
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horny_t_slut
22 August 2010 @ 09:42 pm
Drew  
I'm just reflecting on how Drew treated me. He didn't feminize me at all, and just accepted my body for what it was. At least that's how it felt. I'm not sure if I'm going to do poppers with him again (or if I do, as much), or maybe I'll try using Reality condoms with him so he doesn't lose his erection. I've got to keep fucking safely, for sure.
 
 
horny_t_slut
22 August 2010 @ 02:45 am
So I met up with Drew tonight, after having a long day volunteering. I was really in the mood for a good fuck, too, so I was excited. I was hoping it would be good, because he's all the way on the other end of the county.

So I get down there, and take off my boots. He welcomes me in and offers me some pot. I decline, and we go outside so he can smoke a cigarette. He talks about the moon and stuff (and I'm thinking, let's start fucking) and we go back inside.

He grabs a water for us both, we go to his bedroom and he struggles with his TV to put some porn on.
We both undress, him faster than I, because I'm struggling with my binder in the most sexy way, and taking out my plugs (I'm learning, here!).

I go straight for his cock. Boy does he love it. I'm getting way into it and try to deep throat him, but no, the swollen tonsils block me (tonsilitiis). He's saying things like "Oh God you're good," and "keep at that," so I do, and I love it because he's letting me go for a really long time.

I move up and straddle his cock while I kiss him and rub my junk on his, getting him even harder. He's wearing a small metal cock ring and it looks like his cock is about to burst. He asks me if I'm into poppers and I say that I've heard of them but never done them. He says they help you relax and are safe so I take a hit after he does. I don't really notice anything different, but keep doing everything in my power to make sure he's having the time of his life. Another hit of the poppers. I stop feeling dysphoric about my body.

We move to a 69 position where he's on top of me and I'm sucking on his cock while watching the porn upside down. I love the noises that he's making. I play with his ass a bit, too, and there's definitely no complaints from him. We do this for a LONG time. He doesn't really get into sucking my cock, but still calls it a cock. He must be bi. At least this is the most oral I've ever had in my life. Another hit of the poppers.

I go to straddle him again and start rubbing and he says how much he wants me to ride him, so I hop off and we put a condom on. I ride him a bit, really get into it and have a mini orgasm, and he's just really getting into it, but he starts escaping my cunt. He went soft. We hit the poppers. I give him my oral best and hop back on again. This continues for a while, then we just take off the condom and I suck him some more. More poppers. I'm feeling really good at this point. Like I am super sexy and can do no wrong.

We do another condom and we fuck for a good long time. I'm worried his bed is about to break. I have another mini orgasm and push him out of me with it. He loves that. But then he goes soft again. We try a couple different positions. Still fails. More poppers. More failing. Try different types of condoms. Still nothing. Always going soft. And this is from being CRAZY rock hard. So I take the condom off and suck on him some more. He gives me another hit.

I straddle him again and start rubbing my junk all over his, getting him all wet, and just letting the tip of his cock get to my cunt. I keep this up for a good fifteen minutes, sometimes getting my hand down in there to rub him all over my cunt and get him wet all over. Then I had another hit of poppers. Every time he gives me a hit, he takes one, too. Then he pushes his pelvis up, hard, thrusting his cock into my cunt all the way. It felt amazing. He grunted that he'd let me know before he came so I could hop off. I fuck him hard, feeling his cock inside me, his texture. He's moaning about how hot and wet it is, how he's got my cum all over him. Then he says, "i'm gonna cum!"

I hop off and lay next to him, watching him jerk on his cock. His body tenses, and then releases. He says that either he had an orgasm without cum or the cockring kept it from coming out. I'm still breathing hard, so is he.

We get up, and I get my clothes on, and he gets his on and we part ways. He says how much fun he had. I think there will definitely be a next time.
 
 
horny_t_slut
15 August 2010 @ 08:41 pm
So in an effort to become a better faggot, I'm going to engage in a bunch of assplay tonight. On myself, which is fine. But the occasion is that I found the nozzle to my enema bag (it's been gone for a whole month!) and I can't wait to finally have an enema again. I'm going to do just plain water again, which is fine by me (eventually I'll try other stuff) but I'll work my ass up good tonight. I got a dildo I call big purple that is meant for occasions just like this. :)

Didn't end up having time. Just went to sleep instead.
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